I’m constantly worried with those that I care about (and sometimes even those that I don’t care about) if I’ve offended them or hurt them on some way. Did I say something wrong? Did I do something without realizing? Did I not take into account the feelings of others? Too often I think that it’s …
Tag: tired
look what caring gets me
I am completely overwhelmed and stressed out. I'm exhausted. I'm not sure if I want to scream or cry. Maybe scream until I cry. I want to be the best for everyone. I want to be able to provide everything that I promised and more to everyone. I want to give them more than what …
chasing tails
I sent my boss a link to a video on youtube last week. She had asked me how things were going and it was my response to her. It was a compilation video of dogs chasing their tails. I said...this basically sums up how I feel most days. We had a good laugh over it...knowing …
drowning
Sometimes the what-ifs just scream in my head. They place doubt where there shouldn't be doubts. The cause me to fear what is and what could be. I end up feeling like I'm drowning and can't get air. Therapy helps. When I'm in therapy, it's my air source. It seems so easy to float on …
Journey to Exist 