Last night I wanted to die. The holidays are hitting me harder this year than in the past. The amount of things that I've been trying to process and let go of finally hit me last night. It's a scary thing to feel like death is the better option. For those who know what that …
Tag: suicide
let me be
I’m not going to lie and say that the past couple of weeks have been easy…they haven’t. My doctor and I have been changing my meds and I had a horribly bad reaction to one of them that led to suicide contemplation and thoughts of hurting myself. In twenty plus years of being on meds, …