I’m constantly worried with those that I care about (and sometimes even those that I don’t care about) if I’ve offended them or hurt them on some way. Did I say something wrong? Did I do something without realizing? Did I not take into account the feelings of others? Too often I think that it’s …
Tag: rabbit hole
i stay quiet
There are moments in my life where I want to think that things are good. That I have people who care about me unconditionally. Who accept me for everything I am. But then something happens or something is said and it makes me question all of it. I overthink things. I know I do. As …
kisses to expectations
I want someone to come up to me and kiss me. Sweep me off my feet by pressing their lips firmly against mine. I want to open my mouth to let their tongue explore and bite gently at my lip. I want to feel his hands pulls me closer because he can’t take enough of …
through my eyes
Do you have anyone in your life that you look at and you see who they really are? Not just the physical side, but you see them? There is something special about seeing a friend for who they really are. My BFF is going through some hard times lately...feeling angry, sad, guilty, and unworthy. But …
doubts
Do you ever have one of those days where you have doubts? Everything from what to wear in the morning to if you can perform your job well to if your friends still care to if you’re loved? …and everything else in between. That’s where I’m at today. My mind is racing with all …
don’t care
I don’t care what you think. As much as I say I don’t care…I do. I want people to love me and accept me as I am…as I go through my own journey to figure out who I’m mean to be. I give away enough information to have people call me a “friend”. However, I …
scared and broken
I’m in that place now…and trying really hard to not do my normal…shut down and cry. So instead, I’ll write. It’s scary sometimes how quickly I can go from being in a good place to feeling scared and broken. A matter of minutes. I get triggered by words or an action and that is the …
Rabbit Holes
According to Merriam-Webster, a Rabbit Hole is defined as: a complexly bizarre or difficult state or situation conceived of as a hole into which one falls or descends. Especially: one in which the pursuit of something (such as an answer or solution) leads to other questions, problems, or persuits. Maybe you think of them as …
Journey to Exist 