My son is the one who drives me crazy but he is my life. He’s 9 years old and ridiculously smart when it comes to animals. His dream is to go work at Australia Zoo with Steve Irwin’s family. I remember when he was younger he came up to me with some random animal fact …
Tag: love
i stay quiet
There are moments in my life where I want to think that things are good. That I have people who care about me unconditionally. Who accept me for everything I am. But then something happens or something is said and it makes me question all of it. I overthink things. I know I do. As …
he takes her
I don't know about you, but most of the time if someone were to ask me where I was yesterday or what I had to eat or drink, I would seriously have to think about it and even then I might not be able to come up with an answer for you. If it was …
kisses to expectations
I want someone to come up to me and kiss me. Sweep me off my feet by pressing their lips firmly against mine. I want to open my mouth to let their tongue explore and bite gently at my lip. I want to feel his hands pulls me closer because he can’t take enough of …
choices
Hubby went out last night with one of his regulars (I'm not really sure if she is considered a girlfriend or not). Despite myself considering myself polyamorous, it can still be hard to watch him go out on dates. He comes home from work on time. He showers and makes himself smell good. He'll even …
wasn’t ready for the memories
Do you ever have those things that immediately transport you to a specific time or place in your life? Songs or smells. Certain phrases or drinks that take you from 2022 to a place of the past. Some of the memories are good and some of them are not so pleasant. Some of them are …
i want more…i think
Some days seem to be easier to deal with than others when it comes to my love life. Being polyamorous, I have the ability to have multiple relationships going at one time. However, lately it seems like I tend to be losing more of them than anything else. Let me explain. Jake and I... we …
christmas
It didn't feel like Christmas this year. I spent the day with my bestie and her family. She gave me a beautiful card. I gave her a sex toy. Yup, this describes us...however you never know which one of us will be the one giving us. I didn't feel the pressure. I didn't feel like …
goodbye john
Photo by John-Mark Smith on Pexels.com Dear John, I have tried on multiple occasions to try and see if we could be friends again…Facebook, Snapchat, Fetlife. After a year and a half of being broken up, I get a message from you, and you say that although we “had fun” that we can’t be friends …
swinger or poly
Swinging: a lifestyle of non-monogamy where sexual relations occur outside the established couple. Swingers tend to refrain from romantic attachments with their outside partners. Polyamory: the practice, state or ability of having more than one sexual loving relationship at the same time, with the full knowledge and consent of all partners involved. (both definitions taken …
Journey to Exist 