let me be

I’m not going to lie and say that the past couple of weeks have been easy…they haven’t.  My doctor and I have been changing my meds and I had a horribly bad reaction to one of them that led to suicide contemplation and thoughts of hurting myself.  In twenty plus years of being on meds, …

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It's easier to hide. To crawl up under a blanket and pull it over my head and pretend that the rest of the world doesn't exist. No lights on. No music or tv. Quiet...except for the noises from outside that come in over the sound of the fan. These are what I'm feeling today.


Do you ever have one of those days where you have doubts?  Everything from what to wear in the morning to if you can perform your job well to if your friends still care to if you’re loved?  …and everything else in between.  That’s where I’m at today.   My mind is racing with all …

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