My previous true sexual experiences with women had been with Naomi and Jackie. I loved Naomi, but for me it was never going to make it past a friendship. It just wasn’t there for me. I am thankful for my time with Naomi. She truly cared about me and let me ask questions and try …
Author: Bri W
I'm Bri. I'm in a wonderful marriage to my hubby, and we happen to be polyamorous. I'm a mom of two, not including the multitude of animals we have. I'm just trying to figure out life as I go, no matter how messy it gets.
where
I remember the days rather vividly sometimes. We literally couldn't keep our hands off of each other in the early days. We were only able to be together at work or if his wife was out of town. We couldn't not be together. As if it weren't enough that I was with a married man, …
Push through
Every once and awhile, feelings appear that we aren't expecting. They sneak up and hit you like a brick wall. If you're lucky enough, you'll know what the feelings are related to and you'll know what they re and how to help get through them. But sometimes we aren't so lucky…we might only get half …
too soon?
How soon is too soon to say I love you? It’s three little words. I. Love. You. But those words can be life changing - in both good and bad ways. Side note: I think I might have shared some of these stories in previous blogs, but oh well. Read it or don’t. I write …
intimacy
You know those moments when you start reading something online and then you click on the next link and then the next link and so on? Before you know it, you are reading about stuff that you didn’t realize that you wanted to know, but you get so sucked in that you just keep going. …
maybe it won’t
At what point do I know the mania has ended? At what point is it no longer risky decisions, overspending, less sleep, easily distracted, confidence, and racing thoughts that are attributed to bipolar? At what point do I wonder if I’m living in a constant state of NRE instead? At what point are the decisions …
inner circle
Based on this chart…who’s in your circles? Based on this chart…I can tell that I am pretty fucking lucky. But I also wonder if my way of classifying friends differs from others. I don’t know that I decipher between close friends and best friends. In my world I am lucky enough to have what I …
puzzle pieces
I like doing puzzles. It’s not something I do often…especially at home due to dog noses and tails and a cat who play hockey. But at holidays – especially the ones during the cold months – my parents always have puzzles out. My aunts and uncles who are there to celebrate with us join in …
i felt it
I like to think of myself as a somewhat decent writer. That most of the times that I can find the right words to clearly explain my feelings and thoughts regarding a given situation. I want to give my readers an experience when they read what I write. Sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn’t. …
in that moment
From that first kiss of trying to figure out the vibe between you to the more intense That feeling of “I can’t get enough”. That magnetic feeling that comes along with finally allowing yourself to put your hands on someone else as more than just a friendly hug. That point where you’re breathing hard and …
Journey to Exist 